HERE WE GO AGAIN.

If I know one thing about myself, it’s that I have this tendency to dwell on the extremes of my emotions.

If I’m happy, I’m super happy. If I’m mad, I’m super mad. Like that. And right now, I’m super frustrated.

It’s 2012 for heaven’s sake! And where, I ask myself, am I? Have I reached my goal for the past year? Or am I still navigating in a world I don’t want? I’ve felt this before, and it’s not a nice feeling to have. It’s very hard to concentrate when everything I do makes me feel more down every single time.

Ugh.

Somehow though, I find comfort in my friends. Maybe because we have the same situation? Maybe because a simple glance reveals a multitude of secrets that I can’t help but smile about.

I just hope this feeling of frustration ends soon. I can’t take another day of this.

SO IT ENDS TO LET ANOTHER BEGIN

I know it’s a little late for a year ender post, since we’re all way into January. But it’s only the 5th tomorrow, so I guess there’s still time.

A lot has happened the past year, some good, some bad, some worse. All in all 2011 did a balancing act on how I felt about it.

This year, I got hired for my second job, and while it was a far departure from my previous one, I was thankful that I was chosen, that I was the one they deemed worthy of being trained, and to be someone who represents the company to clients, VIPs at that.

I do admit it was hard to adjust, after coming from a creative industry. But soon I learned to accept what I had to do, after all, I accepted this job.

Fortunately, I got to “sideline” as a photographer for the company’s events, to which I am very grateful for. I just loved taking photos, and I feel that event photography is one of the most difficult, and tiring, type of photography. But I could care less that I had to run around the room taking photos, there is joy whenever I click the shutter and the image comes out great.

This year, my passion was recognized and rewarded. No details available as of this time. Soon! Hahaha!

This year, my luck decided to turn for the better. I won a mobile phone in a contest I forgot I joined. I was even ready to make an affidavit of loss, since I was almost certain that the ticket stub for my win would be long gone.

During our company christmas party, while standing near the stage, drink in hand, sipping it slowly and trying to look nonchalant while they were announcing the winners of the major prizes, I heard my name.

I was surprised. Shocked. I won a TV. Yay!

This year, I had the best Christmas. My titas were all complete, and we had dinner and opening gifts together. It was so happy. Too bad my father wasn’t able to come home for the holidays, though.

This year I made awesome friends. The one thing I am most concerned about working was the people I would be working with. I can be the best at what I do, but if I don’t like the people I work with, and vice versa, It won’t do any good.

I am thankful that my officemates became my friends. Work becomes lighter (especially in my case) when you work with people you like.  They really are my family outside of home.

This year I learned to view things as they are. Never assume, so I never get hurt. It’s hard to decipher flirting with real affection, so I take everything in stride, and never think too deeply of people’s actions toward me.

2011 was not exactly the best year, but it wasn’t the worst.

I’m going to keep things in perspective for 2012. I’m going to try new things, take more risks, be more aggressive (hala kayo!). Even if the world ends on December 21, 2012, I can say I’ve lived the life I always wanted.

SAY GOODBYE TO THE YEAR THAT WAS

Spent the New Year in Tagaytay. I love it here, so peaceful. There’s no smell of gunpowder and deafening noises courtesy of five stars and triangles.

I walked around the front and back yards to take photos of the surroundings. I’ve taken so many photos of the same plants and flowers, but they always come out different every time. Nature is amazing.

I also bought some bubbles at a bazaar. I don’t know why, but I had an urge to play with bubbles. Hahaha!

Enjoy the new year guys! 2012 will be the year of awesome!

New Year

Happy new Year!

2011 has been a roller coaster ride! I originally wanted to write my year end entry, but typing on a tablet is hard.

With that excuse hopefully working, I wish everyone the best for the coming year!

EXPLORE WITH FORD IN 2012

As I was driving along EDSA one morning, I saw this futuristic looking SUV beside my car. I had to take a lot of glances, because I can’t tell what model it is.

As the car sped away, I saw the familiar blue oval emblem. It was the new Ford Explorer! I watched in awe (weh!) as the sleek vehicle weaved through the traffic.

It looks so sharp!

I’d bet the new look would go great against the current crop of SUVs today. Now if only Ford will offer it in diesel variants, then I’m sold!

photos from: Ford

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