SO WHAT’S NEW?
Where should I begin?
I’m in a state of complex emotions right now. I want this, but I don’t want that to happen. It’s all very complicated.
It’s the middle of October right now, and I can say that this year has been fruitful, to say the least. I’m also on my 7th month at work, and while it may be sad that some of the people that I’ve become friends with decided to pursue their dreams elsewhere, I’m nonetheless happy for them. I’m happy they would be able to chase after what they want.
It takes a lot of courage to chase something you really want. It may be as simple as getting up and grabbing whatever it is that you fancy, but I make considerations. I consider everything and anything. From the persons it would involve, down to the worst case scenario and what could happen if things go wrong. Simply put, I over think things.
I know I can be selfish at times, but I do think of others. And I think that trait is going to kill me. Figuratively speaking, of course.